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Thu, Mar. 23rd, 2006, 02:03 am

i hate this place.
i hate this life.
im so sick of people telling me im no good
im so sick of people telling me nothing is ever good enough
im sick of people bitching
im sick of people not listening to what i have to say
im sick of being fat
im sick of being sick
im sick of giving it my all and still somehow not living up to ur expectations
im sick of this stupid piece of shit life
im sick of you not caring...
i hate this place
i hate myself

FUCK THE WORLD AND EVERYBODY IN IT!
FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE.. FUCKKK
im going to get a bath and then going the fuck to sleep in hopes to never wake up.. i cant stand another day of this stupid bullshit


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sick of the way i am feeling. waking up watching myself slipping. should i just take out my eyes? no longer want them for this life. acting strong only on the outside. hiding shame and pain on the inside. i've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). sleepless nights staring at the ceiling. sanity running on empty. try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said). taken for granted again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind again. stranded my thoughts no matter what i said. loosing my mind once again. stranding my thoughts no matter what i said

Sun, Apr. 9th, 2006 06:12 pm (UTC)
(Anonymous)

what is your problem? why do you always sound soo hurt and pissed? you seem like a very lovely girl who is always happy....what the hell is going on?????